life isn't like television. im home for the weekend but for whatever reason dont feel like i live here anymore. when people ask me where home is this is where i call home but now that im back i feel out of sorts.
i used to associate this feeling with growing pains (not the show, the actual feeling), such that now that im growing up and moving into a new stage of my life i physically and emotionally feel different. on tv they make it seem like everything is normal once the main character goes home, like nothing has changed. but what hollywood cant portray is the feeling that everything HAS changed. the character has changed. his or her attitude and perspective on life has changed and to go back simply cannot be accomplished if he/she is going back to live the life he/she used to. everything is different.
in this state of being its comforting to know that God is the same yesterday, today, and forever even if our mortal world is constantly evolving. memories are made and adventures are experienced, but unlike an episode tv, once it is over you cant just rewind and watch it exactly the same. life always changes and moves and changes and moves you.
anyway, those are my thoughts for tonight on how cougar student life relates to television =]
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